(3) Fri Oct 15 2004 16:17 Feeling sorry for myself: Now that my hormones have stabilized it is mid-Oct, and I am looking back at where the time went. I am now 23, and a birthday has passed, but it doesn't feel like it b/c it was 3 days after Lily was born. It went over-looked it feels like, and I guess I better get used to it from now on b/c Lily's birthday will always be 3 days before mone. Is life trying to teach me what motherhood is about? Maybe my hormones haven't stabilized.