At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard.
Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping,unrealistically perhaps, that
your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).
You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image. You need for those people in positions that matter to recognise your potential and to acknowledge you.
Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled -
and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from
someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden
your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you
may be prevented from attaining your goals.
What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.
Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it
is essentialthat they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless,
come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without
imposed limitations or restrictions.
You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone. I think not getting the job I applied for has affected me more than I want to admit.
Fri Apr 19 2002 17:28:
I took an Internet "colour" test and got the following results: